Chronic Risk Taking is an Illness.

However, as cliche as it may sound, I find that I’m the most unhappy I’ve been in months.

Risk runs in my blood.

I’m incredibly averse to safety, so I deliberately put myself in danger.

That’s why I’m unhappy deep down, despite being at the turning point of my career and my life: it’s not risky enough.

When you have nothing to lose, you can do whatever the hell you want.

That’s why I’m unhappy with the massive opportunity I have — suddenly, I have something to lose.

I crave the freedom of not knowing where my next pay check is coming from, and that’s something I just gave up.

Trading bot engineer, songwriter, sponsor of artists. <>

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